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“I guess I’ve been waiting so long I’m looking for perfection. That makes it tough.”

“Waiting for perfect love?”

“No, even I know better than that. I’m looking for selfishness. Like, say I tell you I want to eat strawberry shortcake. And you stop everything you’re doing and run out and buy it for me. And you come back out of breath and get down on your knees and hold this strawberry shortcake out to me. And I say I don’t want it anymore and throw it out the window. That’s what I’m looking for.”

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-haruki murakami, norwegian wood  (via beautyisanillusion)

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Rachel
- Eye Color: Light brown
- Hair Style/Color: Also light brown
- Height: 5’5

- Clothing style:
cool kid gear
- Best physical feature: Eyes

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: rejection
- Your guilty pleasure: garlic knots ;<;
- Ambitions for the future: college and then idk i don’t even know what i’m doing tomorrow

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up:
wow now what
- What you think about most: highly unlikely future possibilities that I won’t act upon anyway

- What you think about before bed: varies idk i dont think about same shit every day?
- You think your best quality is: yeah friendly and funny also the chillest

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
- To be loved or respected: …. respected
- Beauty or brains: brains, but i view the other as important too w/e
- Dogs or cats: dogs

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: not usually, only to like, seriously get outta deep-dish shit
- Believe in yourself: hahahaha no.
- Believe in love: sure

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage:
uhhh.. yeah actually.
- Done drugs: Not intentionally
- Changed who you were to fit in: lol middle school is arguable, but nobody likes middle school. now? lol fUck no.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: greens, or yellow. not combined.
- Favorite animal: i have too many i cant even honestly answer.
- Favorite movie: Pan’s Labyrinth
- Favorite game: UHHHHHH spyro??? CTR? OKAMI? AC? Q<Q;;

LAYER EIGHT:AGE

- Day your next birthday will be: February 8th
- How old will you be: 18 alright I can stop now

LAYER NINE: IN A PARTNER
- Best personality: smart/dorky, open minded, humorous, mature, NOT possessive/clingy
- Best eye color: any
- Best hair color: darker? not really into blondes tbh
- Best thing to do with a partner: I don’t know sob ugh

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love
surprises!
- I hide my feelins
- I miss not being only child in house
- I wish I wasn’t so apathetic

heronqueenblues:

on the outside I may appear like an emotionless sarcastic piece of shit but just like an onion when you peel off more layers you find the exact same thing every single time and you start crying

o.k.
About me

If you care at all, but okay s’whatever.

Name: Rachel
Born: New Jersey. I have always lived here.
Birthday: February 8th, 1995. I’m 17.

Extras:  

  • I enjoy meeting people. 
  • I really.. hate when people sneeze… . .
  • I’m quite calm, and overly nervous people kind of annoy me
  • I like travel
  • I like giving advice
  • shh i am nice reallY
  • Music: Coldplay, Muse, Oren Lavie, Imogen Heap, Wolf Parade, E.S. Posthumus, Hecq, Linkin’ Park, Frank Sinatra, Gorillaz, U.N.K.L.E., IAMX, various OSTs, CAKE, Death Cab For Cutie, Maroon 5, Depeche Mode
  • Food: I like foreign food. Spicy foods are great, too. Sushi, bread, olive oil, hummus, ice cream, Greek yogurt, fruit, seafood, tea, coffee, spinach, tomatoes, penne vodka, and basically sweet food. I don’t like mayo. ;p
  • Books: Guardians of Ga’Hoole, Lord of the Flies, The Sight, Fell, FireBringer, Jack London’s books, Dogsbody, Harry Potter, Inheritance Cycle, A Separate Peace, Watership Down, Shiver, Linger, Forever, Hunger Games, the Tao of Pooh, the Te of Piglet, The Picture of Dorian Grey, etc.
I’ll add more as needed. Coooool if you actually read that wow.
my spine
it&#8217;s fused and yeah
this why people call me robocop